what do you do?

What do you do when everything you have ever done is hanging in the balance? How do you handle the moment you realize that you've ran off the cliffs edge long ago and that you've still been going all this time? What does it mean when every project, every song, every story, every photograph, every moment, every kiss, every trip, every plan, everything seems to be for some greater good that's no longer good to you? The sudden realization that the wheels have been spinning and you seemingly have gone nowhere? When all your efforts seem to be for someone else's gain? What do you do with everything when it feels like nothing and there is no where to rest it? What do you do?