bueno bye.

it's just a lot.

i know, he said.

it's so much you can see the white caps on the surface and feel the wind in your face.

i know, he said.

to expect.

there's three boxes left in the corner.
all the jewelry taken off the walls.
just full of empty places.

they say theirs no change
and yet all there is is change
so you see you
yourself
are a contridiction.

I imagine coming back weathered
and tan in the face
a slow beat and a lighter step.

I expect things.
I expect everything.

I want to take as little with me as possible
what is possible
everything.

I'll love you.

time to go

What?!

that's how I feel most of the time right now and have for most of the month. I am at a complete loss at how to proceed and have now wedged time for blogging into what should be one of the busiest days on the countdown. I'm lying in my bed, waking up in my room for one of the last times. My things still hanging off the walls before I carefully pack them away today. My clothes in the closet, my crystals on my nightstand, all waiting to be packed away.

bye, for now.
love.

Momento Mori

something we can all strive for. genius.

miss u

so in love with this wonderful photo of my dear friend Jenna Rae who is living down in Lima Peru at the moment. love u. miss u.

california

the law of three

The number three is one of the most powerful numbers in all of universe. The triangle having three points is the strongest of all structures and the entire universe is based on a law of three: The Vedic system of knowledge is based on a tripartite approach to the universe where connections exist in triples in categories of one group and across groups: sky, atmosphere, earth; object, medium, subject; future, present, past; and so on.

We as well function based on a law of three: These are three states, or conditions, of the soul, made evident on the mental plane in the self-conscious mind.
In the Sattvic state, the mind is intent upon goodness and truth, wisdom and love. This condition leads to the evolution of the higher (the buddhic) emotions, and to the Ideals (state of gods).
In the Rajasic state, the mind is full of outgoing energy towards the acquisition of objects of sense, knowledge, fame, power, ambition, social benefit, etc. This condition leads to the evolution of the mental faculties in their widest range (state of men) and to the intuition of truth.
In the Tamasic state the mind is sluggish, unaroused, stupid, ignorant and without zest in the pursuit of any worthy objects. This condition leads to the evolution of the desires, passions, and appetites (state of beasts).
According to Manu, Sattva (goodness) has the form of knowledge, and induces a deep calm full of bliss, and a pure light. Rajas (activity) has the form of love and hatred, and induces pain and dissatisfaction, and an activity difficult to conquer, which draws embodied souls to the objects of sense. Tamas (darkness) has the form of ignorance, and is coupled with delusion unfathomed by reasoning.

In Wicca the law of three (or the rule of return) states that all that you do, good or bad, will find it's way back to you three fold. it is a literal reward or punishment tied to your actions (especially is you are meddling with magic)

Ever Mind The Rule Of Three

Three Times Your Acts Return To Thee

This Lesson Well, Thou Must Learn

Thou Only Gets What Thee Dost Earn.

So, on this particular day of three: 3/3/12 (1+2=3). I suggest you mind your actions with the utmost awareness.